Two Worlds
Luise Bolleber
The bus stop is only two blocks from our red brick ranch house in suburban Detroit. There are about eight kids, most older than me; I am a first grader in 1969.
It is a promising spring day, greenery bursting everywhere, even the ubiquitous lawns singing a viridescent song. I am standing by myself, lunch box swinging. A clump of perfect dandelions sprouts from the base of the stop sign. I stoop to pick them, a pretty bouquet.
“Aw, lookit, Luise picked dandelions for the teacher,” sneers someone behind me. Holding my little arrangement of posies, I turn to see my classmate Mary Travani leering at me. I notice her fake smile, mean eyes, and rumpled shirt. She lives across the street with her large family, their yard perpetually strewn with bicycles and toys. "Leave me alone Mary!" I quaver. Then, whack! She slaps my face.
The dandelions tumble to the gravel like golden confetti. Her lips curl in glee. She turns her back to me. A tear bubbles in my eye, my cheek throbs. The bus comes into view, trundles toward us, belching exhaust.
Mary is taller than I am, giving me an ace view of the back of her neck. Grimy. Her pores are filled with dirt. A demarcation line where her mother wiped with a washcloth, not quite far enough, clean on one side, dirty on the other. She steps away, clambers up the big steps. I pause to let the others climb aboard and I understand. My world is squeaky clean, properly clothed, well fed, and kind.
About the Author
Luise Bolleber earned her MFA in creative non-fiction writing from Lesley University. She recently published her first book One War Ago - My German Father’s World War II Journey from Europe to America and was a contributor to The Organic Movement in Michigan book. Her work has appeared in the New York Times, Cereal City Review, and other journals and magazines. When Luise is not journaling you will find her gardening, watercolor painting, and meandering the shores of Lake Michigan with her dog.
